I was a young boy in the city that is not friendly to me. I always had a hard time to fit in with other people. It seems like I still was an outsider to other people eyes. It was not easy for me because growing up as a kid I was always shy and scared of other people. And my classmates will tease me about how bad the way I look and that they don’t like me because I am ugly and will say that my parents do not want me. It had a significant effect on me as a person because I didn’t get I chance to regain my self-esteem. I believed all the bad things that were said to me and didn’t defend myself at all, and it was very unhealthy for me as a person.
It got out of control as high school came. And as soon as people said not very nice things to me, I believed them. They call me a loser, an ugly freak. I didn’t have friends because I always thought that all of what other people think of me was ok and true. I struggled a lot with no help and no friends to talk. I started to feel like I was not worthy of anything good and the better things in life. When I graduated in college and worked as a manager at the bank, I worked very hard and consistently to have a better experience for myself. While I still have no confidence in myself and insecure.
One day when I got to work and my boss and asked me to lead the group activity for the party that was soon coming in the anniversary. I felt that I had no choice but to say yes. When the party arrived, I was so scared in front of many people that I begin to shake and made a complete fool of myself. I will never forget that day because that day changed my life forever. From that day on I started to look for ways to boost my self-confidence.
First, I went to the friends for advice and listened to them, but it was not helpful for me. I tried reading popular self-help books that are said to help your confidence, but it still was not effective. I even started to talk to a therapist hoping that it would help me in solving my problems by getting to the reason as to why I was in a sorry state. Until I stumbled upon reading on the internet about London escort, so I tried it, I booked an Escort in London hoping it can help me with my insecurities and confidence. I was right, it boosted my self-confidence and assisted me a lot in feeling good in my life. Every time I booked London escort I feel better and better about myself every time.