To be honest, I am not sure I have done the right thing. I was all excited about leaving London escorts to get married to one of the gents I used to date at London escorts. My husband and I have been married for six months now, and I am not sure that our relationship has changed much. I still feel like I am an escort, and my husband treats me like one these sexy cheap escorts. It is not really what I had expected from him, and I have to admit that I am not happy in our relationship.
Before I left cheap escorts, I thought that things were going to be very different, and the dynamics of our relationship would change a lot. But, I am afraid that it has not changed at all. My husband even phones up to tell me what to wear when we are going out for a dinner date after he has finished work. I don’t mind, but I don’t feel any different from when I worked at London escorts. It is a little bit like I am on call to satisfy his every need.
I am not a slave to him at all, but at the same time, it feels very much like he is my boss. Owning your own business and company does make you very bossy, but I do not want to be bossed around by my husband. I would like us to have a good relationship, but I do realise that it may not be perfect. No relationship is always great, but I would like our relationship to be better than it is. At the moment, it feels like I should have stayed with cheap escorts and continued to date my husband instead. It is an odd feeling.
Do I miss London escorts? I do miss London escorts, but I realise my husband loves me in his own way. It is not easy to cope in this relationship as I do feel that I am being used in many ways. When I am not going out to dinner with my husband and his business colleagues, I am looking after the house and doing all of the cleaning. It is a bit like I am staff to my husband and I hate that feeling. That was something which I never experienced at London escorts.
Is our sex life that great? I was expecting a lot of good things from our sex life, but in all honesty, our sex life is not that good. Sure, we make love, but there does not seem to be a lot of great passion there. Speaking to some of the other girls who left London escorts to get married, they are going through the same thing. Could it be that once you are a London escort, you will always be a London escort even in the eyes of the people who are supposed to love you. Should I leave him and go back to London escorts? Well, at least I would have my independence back.